Monday, July 31, 2006

i still love u

Being with you makes me feel like, for once in my life I don't have to try so hard to be happy. It just happens.


I dunno how to start or what to write.. but i came up with poems with what i do best...

You hav something of mine, my heart.
I think of u all the time when we are apart.
You were my one and only and right now I feel so lonely.
I miss you so much and long to feel the warmth of your touch.
If you still love me, let me know,bring out your feelings and let them show.
My love for you have always be true ever since the day I fell in love with you.
I know my hopes may never come true,but remember that I still love you...

A good general not only sees the way to victory; he also knows when victory is impossible.

Ok... Tell me? what do i do now?

I dread seeing her as much as i want to see her..

I cant ask her back because i'm not sure if i can give her what she wants..

I dont want make empty promises..

I finding it hard to let go..

I still do think of her...

I am feeling @&$#&$&!@..

I am having a very bad week...

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A good general not only sees the way to victory; he also knows when victory is impossible.

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Love that i have

You Have to Move On by Wanda Delgadillo

You have to move on;
You have to let go. Holding on is not the answer. It will hold you down. You will always have a frown.
You are young and beautiful,with a personality out of this world. Don't change it for anyone.
It would not be you. Take one step at a time,and you will soon see it was the right choice.
Life is but a journey, as you will soon see. You have to know what you want,before you can truly move on. So, pick yourself up,and get moving.
You have so much to offer, and it would be a shame to let it go.Wake up in the morning,and thank God you're alive.Take a positive attitude and you will see, you are what you think.
Just believe in yourselfand things will start to change.So, you have to move on and you have to let go.Be the person you were meant to be:You
.




So how can I tell you just how much you mean to me?
I’ll try my best to write it all down,but there's just so much to say and not any words to really describe what I feel.I’m so overwhelmed and thankful I’ve found someone like you; someone who has stuck with me, even in the worst of times; someone who has always shown me the love and respect I need. You always make me feel loved. You restore my confidence in times of worry and doubt.You show me the way that is right. You put a new profound faith in me I didn't know I had.You always seem to know what to say, even if you don't say anything at all.When I need someone's advice, your mouth is there to tell me how I can make everything better.When I just need someone to listen after a hard day, your ears are there to listen attentively.When I feel sad and lonely and I need a hug, your arms are there.You are always there for me.

I write this on tear-streaked paper because I’m so happy. You mean so much to me. You are the kind of person that only comes around once in a red moon.
I want to tell you just how much you mean to me as my girlfriend.I want to thank you for being the best girlfriend anyone could ever hope for.I want to thank you for being there for me,for comforting me,for never doubting me,for showing me you care.
I know I haven't been a very good boyfriend, and I’m sorry that I’ve hurt you.
So thank you...my friend,my companion,thank you...for showing me the best love of all.

Although i wouldnt be by your side anymore.. i hope u look on and look forward.. i miss everything we do together..


TONIGHT WILL BE THE LAST TIME
WE'LL PART AND SAY GOOD-BYE.
WE WON'T WATCH EACH OTHER LEAVING
WE WON'T LOOK BACK AND CRY
THIS IS NOT THE TIME FOR TEARS
IT'S JUST A TIME TO WALK AWAY
IT HURTS ME MORE THAN ANYTHING
WE'LL NEVER MEET AGAIN THIS WAY
IT'S SAD IT HAS TO END LIKE THIS
I NEVER THOUGHT IT WOULD
IT'S JUST ANOTHER SLICE OF LIFE
WE'RE ONLY DOING WHAT WE SHOULD
I WON'T FORGET A PRECIOUS MOMENT
AS WE COMMIT IT TO OUR PAST
THANKS FOR ALL THE MEMORIES
EACH ONE WILL ALWAYS LAST
I'LL SAY MY LAST, "I LOVE YOU"
IT'S ALL THAT'S LEFT TO SAY
I'LL LEAVE FIRST, FORGIVE ME
I CAN'T WATCH YOU WALK AWAY..


The last hug was really what i needed =)


It's very hard to lose someone you love, but your love u gave sure is the sweetest thing. Sometimes life will not give you the best it can, but it will surely give you something to which you can cling. thank u for all the memories u gave.. i guess its something which will see me thru..

The day it had to end.. 26/07/2006



A good general not only sees the way to victory; he also knows when victory is impossible.

Monday, July 24, 2006

Race day =D


Updates from yesterday run.

Brief info: 3rd all comers race yesterday was pretty quiet.. not much people as expected because of national schools which just ended.. However, the competitors were still as strong as ever =D

Congrats to those who break their pb and gamblate to those who didnt..

There is always another time =D meanwhile..


check out the link for the photos :

photos - http://www.cmfaq.com/singaporeathletics/forums/index.php?act=module&module=gallery&cmd=sc&cat=79


A good general not only sees the way to victory; he also knows when victory is impossible.

Friday, July 21, 2006

Race day

My race for this sunday 23th of July..

How life changed! So fast and many years have passed..
Life has been pretty alright.. just LAZY for lessons and have been very prone to sickness and illness.. I got to get myself more vitamins!

i need to re-ignite that passion.. man, im losing it.. im SO letargic.. CRAP la! gay shyt!.. aRGH!

not much pictures lately and not much that i can update but.. wish me luck for SUNDAY =)


100m heats :

Section 4 of 5 Finals
2 4047 De Souza, Ryan Blak 78 Psrc _______
3 4107 Curtis, Liau 84 Flash _______
4 4006 Kent Tan, Yong You 91 BW _______
5 4023 Minghui, , Ntu _______
6 4033 Kang Lun, Teoh 87 NP _______
7 4068 Jonathan, Chung 88 TP _______
8 4031 Jefferson, Lim 86 NP



400m heats :

Section 3 of 3 Finals
2 4031 Jefferson, Lim 86 NP _______
3 4034 Linus, Lee 86 NP _______
4 4049 George Ong, Sai Hoo 74 Psrc _______
5 4094 Yew Hsien Ruben, 90 Unattached _______
6 4000 Cai Xin, Soh 91 BW _______
7 4079 Farhan, , Unattached _______
8 4032 Jerald, Foo 87 NP

Not expecting much.. probably just hope im able to finish the race +D


ferverntly praying.. Oh lord, please help!


ps : always get the gay lanes =p ( gees man.. )

A good general not only sees the way to victory; he also knows when victory is impossible.

Sunday, July 16, 2006

I never really update my blog.. Nv had so much time but even when i have, i don seem to be updating.. But the last few days was pretty screwed.. was sick.. tired.. feverish.. so didnt train..!

And i hate so much when i didnt train, grumpy and irritating i become when i don train.. i lost abit of touch.. HAIZ! im so fcuked up.. 2ndly, my school track team? isnt a team that existed like the one i know.. What's wrong?

And i haven anything to update just that i went for interview at NUM and it gone so far so good.. so i guess i just have to wait for their call to start my first day! yay! so for now.. training training and training!

Competition is ard the corner.. Next Sunday.. 3rd ALL comers! I would want to do well.. =) Where's the passion when you really need it?

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Saturday, July 08, 2006

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Thursday, July 06, 2006

Go Go Ole ole!











World Cup is almost over..


for the past few weeks.. we had since brillant soccer matches as well as boring matches..

We seen alot of bad decisions-making, as well as good referreeing from our own country. SINGAPORE..

We saw upsets.. and alot of lousy soccer playing especially by ENGLAND.. plain boring!!
Germany - Exciting and thrilling..
Brazil - Never in my mind as favourites..
France - Oldies are invaluable..
Korea - well, unlucky!
Italy - Riping at the right time..
Australia - Gusty performance..
Ivory coast - Best african Team..
Holland - Flair and grace..
Portugal - Cheaters cum divers.. should join swimming..

Thank god, Portugal is out! +))))


We also get to experience alot of tears and joy! Finally, the finale.. Italy VS France..!


I will be rooting for italy! Go Go GO! =)

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