Sunday, February 20, 2005
haiz
its been a while since i last wrote.. i guess my life is pretty fine rite now..i donno how to put it but sometimes i juz wonder if im realli happy.. so many things happen.. so many trauma... my bday tat day wasnt as smooth as i expected... somehow i i don feel de same... probably my last few years i spent my bday wif becca n now to spend it wif someone different realli feels so " different "..
n now im attached.. but somehow i don feel happy... maybe because i don feel e way i shd be feelin.. often i left alone.. i sometimes wonder if i mean anything to my gal... do i? sab... my dearest frenz is facin de same problem... aiya.. wth.. i dunno la... im juz so stressed up by my problems of mi goin abroad... den i also got so many little things to handle.. damn pisssssed...
haiz.. i juz wish i cld hv a happy relationship wif my gal... i juz hope she might understand how a guys feel... i cant be there all e time...but i will be there 4 her if she needs mi... so tats abt it... don hv really much to say.. ciao..
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