Happy bday becca... its ur 18th bday.. yay! ur gone a yr older... its been a while since we last chat.. but yup, ahaha.. still have been seein u around though i dread it.. =p.. anyway.. ya, wishin u a happy bday.. no gifts ya.. only ur old memories of u and mi... take care nia... all de best in ur dance... ^_^ byez
A good general not only sees the way to victory; he also knows when victory is impossible.
a new start means a new beginnin... hopefully i can put wadeva happiness behind..
let dere be nothin but laughter, nothin but joy, nothin but happiness...
i dedicate tis to one person.. she was a gd frenz.. n now maybe she hates mi to de core... im sorry i hurt u... but.. i noe u will find someone betta... i don deserved wad u give 4 i noe tat i cld nv give u wad u seek... im juZ another passer by... u cld always find someone else... who will treat u betta... even den, i aint durin well in my life... but juz look on de bright side... i still treat u as a frenz of mine.. n i hope u do to.. but if u don.. i understand and im sorry.. ur frenz may hate mi.. realli am realli do...
A good general not only sees the way to victory; he also knows when victory is impossible.
time flies so fast... juz when things fall into place.. it falls apart.. lookin back at e past.. i cant remember havin times as pleasant im havin now.. actually i did... but it was all in de past.. but now comes my happiness, but i find myself in a situation which i donno where i stand.. after sayin so much abt how i feel abt tis gal.. i don really noe if i mean anything to her.. i noe i do but how much? but i also hv to thanks my buddies like jonathan n sabrina.. thks.. u been there when i needed u.. wadeva outcome it may be... i still thank my grt buddies...
i don wan to tink we cldnt be as one.. i rather tink we can if we try.. im lost... juz lost... haiz....
A good general not only sees the way to victory; he also knows when victory is impossible.
i like u so much dati felt nothing in tis world cld take my heart away... b4 i knowin u..my heart was block by a thick wall.. but when i gotta know u.. e wall was chipped off one by one.. till it was big enuf 4 mi to escape...
u brought back e love i once lost.. u gave mi hope when no one else would n u gave mi ans to question i cldnt ans.. but now.. when i possibly leavin on e 22th.. i noe u might be afraid to be together cos it might lead to a harder heartache.. but i realli hope even den u wun let tis affect us... as long as im still here... there is still hope...
heather, u juz don noe how i felt when i actually hold u in my arms.. it felt like i was on cloud nine... e feelin of bein in love n nv wanna be disturb.. n if those were to be my last time wif u.. it wld also be my best moment in tis relationship bein wif u...
on de day if i leave, i wld say i wun shed my tears cos i don wan to show my reluctant face... but deep in ur heart u noe dat im weepin juz as bad... T_T u juz mean so much to mi n im scared of losin u..
im juz some silly boy bein love... but i wld tell dem... at least i know im in love... a true love... whenever i c ur smilez.. u make so happi tat i cldnt but juz to give u a hug.. even when i hug.. it wasnt even enuf... hahaz... look wad u did to mi...
in short.. all i wan is u... realli do...
A good general not only sees the way to victory; he also knows when victory is impossible.
today ah today ah...was crappy...went out wif jonathon n n e track ppl for a bbq... it was pretty rough at first cos jonathon my best buddy don realli noe anyone there but somehow he got along well...it was at springdale condo... we started playin bball, was fun...learnin new trick n stuff.. den we also.. went for sauna... LOL... funny sia... so toopid... den we go for steam bath.. tats worst.. we were in there for dunno how many mins.. we cldnt even c each other... LOL onli one big ball tat was hangin.. LOL.. after e steam bath.. jonathon actually squeeze his face... ahahahah, all his pimple burst n u can c blood started oozin out... it was totally gross man... next we took a cold shower.. dat was worth it... cool water flowin down our faces... awwwwwwwwwwwwwww.......... after tat we went get some things to eat.. i guess u cld say we pretty much ate everything dere... and hahaha... we were drinkin and tokin away.. leeme c shartar cabinet 16% pretty low.. but we finish one whole bottle... aiya so many things to say.. i skip here n dere ok.. den we sitted outside n dere u wld c... stars... n jonathon was crappin abt e three wise men, blackhole, e moon,mars n bla bla bal... n soon it was pretty much late... but den again.. it cld hv been betta if someone actually came.. n tats my dear heather... i miss u... so much so... ^_^ wishin n think of u all e time..
A good general not only sees the way to victory; he also knows when victory is impossible.
why?!! why? does my heart aches so much..y cldnt i hv a simple love life, y do i feel de hurt when i reject her.. y izzit so hard to like a person who likes mi totally n y m i holdin onto de past.. times n times again i get down down down.. im tired of all tis.. i juz wish we cld put all tis aside... if its mean breakin someone heart by bein wif someone else... i rather not be in it.. e trauma e pain tat comes along wif it... i juz don feel gd.. my ex bday is comin...how i wish i cld wish her a happi birthday juz like i spend wif her e last 3yrs... she was my first love.. my best frenz.. she change my life... i can nv forget her...
A good general not only sees the way to victory; he also knows when victory is impossible.
hello.. yesterday i remember havin dance... we were doine cha cha.. somehow when i was learnin i forgot... LOL but nvm bein a quick thinker.. i will be able to catch up.. anyway... after dance we had dinner.. met up wif some of my khakis.. after tat i send heather home... though it was a long ride... i kinda treasure every moment spend... we din tok much.. juz sat dere n keep quiet... LOL... but tats e most wonderful thingy.. knowin tat u r there 4 each other even though ur physically tired.. haha, when we reach her place under e lift.. hahaa e most bizaare thing happen... we saw a cute little kitten.. it hv a grey fur coat... so small n so cute... heather was jumpin here n there.. wahhaha, n i thought she wld actually cuddle it or somethin.. but she was afraid! LOL, she told mi to tk it home... it looks gd enuf to bring it home... but.. hahaha... i din because it might be takin someone happiness away.. it might belong to someone or some mother cat.. so b4 she left... i took de slight courage to give a peck.. i din actually thought she wld allow.. but yay!!! n after tat i went home takin a taxi... still relishin on e moment... but only to be disturb by e taxi driver boomin voice... i actually chatted wif him.. abt LOVE... it was so farni... at e same time, his vast experiences has told mi all there is to know... haha, by de time i reach home.. it was already past midnight.. got scolded but hey, was it worthwhile? onli u noe!!! well gtg.. i will update my blog once in a while... ^_^ for now.. tk cr..
A good general not only sees the way to victory; he also knows when victory is impossible.
hello..i started my day pretty fine..i went out wif someone i care abt de most.. i wld say things were quite smooth though it wasnt wad i expected... i fell in love wif her... i miss her n hv always been thinkin of her.. y canti stop thinkin of u n y muz things turn out tis way? we watch movie.. we walk around.. we hv our share of fun... i hope she wld be mine but wad m i to do when im goin off... i miss her so much.. ii realli do... but i don tink it will be smooth.. wadeva crap im sayin.. i juz think it will not last... i try stoppin myself but i cldnt... i don wan to hurt myself nor do i wan to hurt her... all i can say is tat i miss her as much as i hv always been.. T-T.....
A good general not only sees the way to victory; he also knows when victory is impossible.
