cHristmAs tiMe was fuN... wEnt oUt wif a BunCh kHAkIS... wEnt tO toWN.. suPpoSe to MEet uP wiF a FEw frENz buT sOmehOW..wE goT stuCk in OrchArd... wE hAd LotS of SAbotage PLanS... spRay spRAY.. oRcharD wAs cRaZy.. pPl wERe mAd.. tOWN... waS crazy... JeNSon, SAlly , ELiZabEth , aLviN anD a FeW moRe haD a not tat bAD chrisTmas.. hopE neW yr wiLL tuRn put finE!!! i BE puttin Some PicS to shoW hoW e day waS spend!!!
A good general not only sees the way to victory; he also knows when victory is impossible.
A good general not only sees the way to victory; he also knows when victory is impossible.
Hi.. juz playin wif a new blog skin... nice?? Christmas is comin n suddenly i feel tat im all alone in tis world...tHings hv really change since e day i become single.. i can nv forgive myself for not cherishing e love tat was shower upon mi.. how i miss her so much, miss those times tat we share.. those lovely sweet memories when we were together.. e times she cry n i try to coax her.. e time i was sad n down.. how she tried to cheer mi up.. e love n attention she gave mi.. i nv treasure it... how i miss e smell of her hair where she lean on mi.. e kiss she used to give mi... e cute dimple simle whenever she was agitated.. n last of all her nv endin encouragment.. it was all her.. i own my life to her... sadly n slowly our troubles came in one by one.. n it got more.. n e worst thing was.. she still stood firmly beside me, nv giving in to temptation.. but how did i treat her... wif disgust, wif anger, wif hatred.. yes i did all those cruel things to e ger i love.. i mean wtf.. till now... i still cant seems to forget her... she gave mi everything she cld.. but i din.. n i promise her so much but deliver so little... WTF.. im a piece of shit.. almost a yr hv gone by... but i cant help it but remember her.. i once told her "u r e ger tat i will love n only u.. and when e day come when i cld love u no more, i will give u my word tat when i die.. i will be still loving u n be by ur side.. " but sadly.. i din come to her aid when she needed mi.. she was left to fend for herself... wad a shitty bf i turn out to be... love like they say will nv die off.. eternal flame... she left mi not cos she didnt love mi anymore.. but because i was a disappointment to her.. n i let her go not cos i wan her to but i cant stand her to be hurt anymore to be by my sidez... she went thru so much being wif mi n im bein selfish if i make her stay..
finally today.. i saw e happi sidez of her.. itz been a while since i last tok to her... maybe we wun.. but wadeva it is.. i noe tat she safe n happi is gd enuf to make mi feel at eased.. but if u ever get to read tis... my heart still goes out to u no matter who im wif... cos ur e first ger tat i came across tat stole my hrt... so wherever u r in ngee ann.. may god bless u.. n since merry christmas is comin.. merry christmas to u all... ^_^
A good general not only sees the way to victory; he also knows when victory is impossible.
yo yo yo... hello guys im back..
IT HV BEEN A WHILE... haiz... Life is great but somehow i sometimes find it boring.. no adventures... sch started.. real boring... i mean is there anything else besides e long sch hours.. i tink e goverment shd input more free time to enchance our abilities further... oh man... wad crap m i saying... neway... yeah, miss u guys love u guys.. recently juz bumped into joanne... omg.. she rebonded her hair... so damn eh... *uh* juz put it "nice"... hrm.. been playin bball tis whole holidays.. maybe one day wld be gd enuf to play for ngee ann bball team.. as for my gd pals.. reallly glad to c dem... miss dem alot.... n as for myself.. still lookin for e match which hv yet to appear.. maybe it did... but i juz play blind.. *wink* it is so good to be back yeah!!!!!!!!!!1
A good general not only sees the way to victory; he also knows when victory is impossible.
