Today 21st September will be my last day of freedom before i move into my next advanced phrase training as an OCT (officer cadet trainee) at SAFTI.My next write-in will probably be 3 weeks later and that will be a long long time..Alot of things might happen by then.. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!I feel like screaming, i want to release the demon that is inside me..I want to be myself again, I want to shout out my deepest secrets and fears...I am anything but a officer material if i continue behaving like this. What's wrong with me?! Why do i feel so miserable? Why?Pictures will be updated soon...*pictures from today sentosa outing and bbq*I lost..From:Jeff
A good general not only sees the way to victory; he also knows when victory is impossible.
Time: 11.55pm - Date: 19th September 2008It's a new hallmark that would be put into this blog for memory sake. It's 1200am and its already 20th September 2008, that is already a new day. Private msg: Today's your new beginning, i hope you carry on doing your best, smiling and being confident. Do your best!! Do your best!! Let today be a motivation for you...Life is always full of surprises... All the best and may your wishes all come true.I had no regrets.. I've given my best...From:Brownie
A good general not only sees the way to victory; he also knows when victory is impossible.
So many words so little time...
The sea is vast... for all to see.. but what's happening inside.. no one knows..
A good general not only sees the way to victory; he also knows when victory is impossible.
ORION COMPANY OF 2008
Today is the 11th of September, 2 days since i POP from Tekong.
It was a great feeling, yet tingle of sadness because you know that you wont be meeting with the same 49 other person as before... All of us have a place to go, abit sad to part with even one which we had just spend 2 months being together.The friendship we gained will be invaluable, the tough times we go through have been nothing but a great experience. There are a few important people that makes a different in my training course, regardless of inside or outside of camp, they are the ones who help me and give me the belief in everything i did...
My Dad who witness my POP, thank you, it meant alot to me 
My best buddy, Mr Eugene Yeong
My one and only darling who have been with me all this while.. thank you honey
MY most outstanding platoon sergent, you will never go wrong with him around.. (no.1)
Sir who gave me motivation and a reason to carry on, a fine leader, a great person
OC, with his experience and compassion brought out the best in me..
AWARD PRESENTATION FOR THE COMPANY BEST RECRUITS
Portrait of the best in the ORION Company
Take 2 of the Presentation
Part of a family always together
Company & Best Shooter Recruit with me
Platoon 2 Best and Platoon 4 Best
Orion and Ninja Best RecruitTo be awarded the "Best platoon 4 recruit" was a great honour for me and i got the opportunity to meet with some of the best of the best in other company. All the big shots were around and once again thank you platoon 4 for making my stay in ORION a wonderful one. 
The friends you gained in BMT, the relationships you have, your family around.. BMT is a time when you learn to treasure everything around..
Regards,
Jefferson
To my girlfriend who is sick...
Drink more water, rest on your bed and don move around, sleep early and say god grace..
I love you 5 times more always... =)
Cheesecake & Brownie ...
A good general not only sees the way to victory; he also knows when victory is impossible.
