Sunday, September 21, 2008
Today 21st September will be my last day of freedom before i move into my next advanced phrase training as an OCT (officer cadet trainee) at SAFTI.
My next write-in will probably be 3 weeks later and that will be a long long time..
Alot of things might happen by then.. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
I feel like screaming, i want to release the demon that is inside me..
I want to be myself again, I want to shout out my deepest secrets and fears...
I am anything but a officer material if i continue behaving like this. What's wrong with me?! Why do i feel so miserable? Why?
Pictures will be updated soon...
*pictures from today sentosa outing and bbq*
I lost..
From:
Jeff
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